26 Jul 2007 • 1,242 views
"The sun for sorrow would not show its head"
It rained yesterday a steady downpour of raindrops outside;
inside a steady flow of tears.
The skies wept with me.
The thunder echoed
the violent pain that tears me apart.
Your vicious goodbye was so abrupt
I felt as though a part of me with died with your parting.
Your love seems to have disappeared
into the mists of the morning fog.
The tears make trails of dampness
as they slowly travel from my red, swollen eyes
down my face to finally drop silently, but with such finality.
is that I was never good enough
I always felt that I didn't deserve someone like you.
You treat me as if
I'm of depraved character.
Yes, I am guilty of several wrongs,
but not the accusations with which
you crucified me
of those things, I am innocent.
I loved you with a pure heart.
I gave my love totally and unconditionally,
never considering the inevitable pain
we both knew I would eventually experience anyway.
I honestly thought that you returned my love,
you almost had me convinced.
I have always been true to myself, true to my ideas,
and I have followed
Whereas, you on the other hand chose duty over truth
Though for a short time, I actually fooled myself into
maybe just maybe but alas,
my hopes have been dashed, our relationship
My heart and my soul, forever scarred
by pain and your condemnation.
Just remember, that regardless of how you
feel for me
How you despise or curse
I gave you my heart, and my love
First as a friend, then as my love
though now I know these things are meaningless to you,
and the reality
of that is difficult to face
I am not sure I can face
for you will forever have possession of my heart and my soul.
And I am now empty.
Without you, I have nothing
...I am nothing
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